okay, this time i have decided to declare my personal lists of lists here...
I truly believe that if your write down (or...encode) the things you really want to achieve in your life, they must be clear to you. And by listing them down may help you or at least give you a good head start. Things may start slow at first but I promise you (so cliche it may sound), things will really start happening for you. It's like the Law of Attraction. If you want and wish for something hard enough, the entire universe will coerce in helping you get it.
I'll give you the perfect example for this.
A few weeks before graduating last year (April 2006), I made a simple and short list of things I wanna do for the next five (5) years. Here's the List:
Graduate on time
Travel around the Philippines before turning 25
Ilocandia Region (Vigan, Batanes, Baguio,Mt. Pinatubo)
Visayas Region (Bohol, Boracay, Palawan, Cebu)
Mindanao (Cagayan De Oro,Bukidnon,Davao,Tawi-Tawi, Zamboanga)
Travel Abroad before turning 25
Asia (Korea, Malaysia, Thailand, Singapore or Hongkong)
Africa, Australia, Euro Tour, US
Put up
a school
a shop
Start having a healthier lifestyle
Lear a new skill and earn a certificate
Continue Photography
Have a good sum of savings in the bank
Make a scrapbook of my
High school & College experiences
Write a book
So far, since april last year i have somehow done one way or another the first five (5) on my list (except for traveling outside asia)
I'm not bragging or anything but simply trying to prove a point here. And again that is you can achieve your goals.
some may call it being pathetic or apathetic but sometimes being a tambay may not be that bad after all.
since graduating last year of april, i did not have a regular stint in the so called real world of employment. though i have not been exactly jobless since then (malakas rumaket ang lola mo), still i am not technically "employed" either. sabit lang kung baga. Walang pina-punch na DTR sa bundy clocks, monthly sweldo, etc..
ang maganda lang dito, wala akong kelangang bayarang tax.hehehe ^_^
pero mahirap pagwalang pera.
baliw ang magsasabi na hindi pera ang nagpapaikot sa mundo. Suwerte ko lang, matigas ang mukha ko at ulo pati na rin siguro sikmura dahil kaya kong tiisin at tiksin ang mga lumalabas sa mga bibig ng bawat miyembro ng aking pamilya. Hindi naman ganun kadalas ang emotional,verbal,physical at mental rollercoasters pero nakakapagod kasi time consuming.
a lot of people must be really surprise and will be surprised kung malalaman nila na ako'y dakilang tambay sa bahay.
ang excuse ko? Well, napagod ako sa halos lahat ng bagay pati sa sarili ko.sha, aminin ko na na burn-out ako. na-burat ako eh..wala kang maggagawa.
ang gusto ko lang sa ngayon ay magpahinga..hanggang sa tingin ko makapagrecuperate ng maayos. Nasobrahan ata ako sa drive para abutin ang maramign bagay nung college. Heto tuloy ang inabot ko. SO ngayon tingin ko oras na para magdetoxify.
kaya nga tingin ko rin na di na rin masama ang stagnation sa apat na sulok ng aming bahay. kahit ayaw ko na dito, di bale na lang..wala akong pera eh.
pero swak ang set up na ito para magmuni-muni. Ang dami ko ngang naiisip na mga idea na para bang pakiramdam ko bumalik ako muli sa pagkabata. Masarap mangarap at masarap pakinggan ang dikta ng puso mo. How idealistic dava?
siguro nga totoo talaga na kapag may scarcity ay lalo kang nagiging mas imaginative at creative. hanep di ba?
siguro ang mabuting gawin ay siguraduhin na ang mga pinagisiip ko ngayon ay mga bagay na gagawa ng pera.
So its been what? more than a year since the last time i made an entry here in blogdrive. So many things have happened. Most of them heart-wrenching dahil frankly right now I am undergoing tough circumstances. pero I have decided not to limit myself in thinking that things won't get better.
So ngayon, ano na?
Well first step I think i should make a quick list of the blessings that had come my way after my way since April 2006 up until now.
Let start, shall we?
BLessings' List:
Graduated from College
Snagged an all-expense paid trip to Korea for almost a month c/o Korean Government
Went to Laguna and Bohol
Went to Malaysia all expense paid (again, hey i'm not complaining!!!) and get to earn extra bucks
Teamming up with 3 good friends for some business project. (moolah here we come!)
everything sounds so good right? pero (dahil dapat parating may word na PERO) dapat we all should rememeber to push ourselves and aim a little bit higher.
so ngayon, kahit na sobrang daming kumokontra and nega, go lang ng go.
I have come to realize that we must truly follow where our heart is. Walang masama kung you'll go after your dream.Heck, that dream was meant for you. As long as your dream/goal must not hurt anybody in the process of achieving it.
im currently contemplating on a lot of things lately...like whether i should be writing this particular entry..pero since i need to let out some steam..gagawin ko na rin...
one: friendships sa kolehiyo
im somehow glad at so many revelations na suddenly dumating sa buhay ko ngayon..
thank God, finally im seeing thinks clearly...
two:acads
i dont hold grudges at people..for a long time.never and i wont. but some things will never be the same again...
and like what ive said earlier..woohoo! i can see things more clearly now...
three:family
im soo grateful that i have a family that never fails to gve me a seemingly infinite supply of trust and support....konti na lang and im almost there na...
four:old friends
i simply miss these guys..i'll never take them for granted talaga..
five: myself
i need more time for myself...sobra...especially now...
damn this mortal limitations....ang daming kailangan gawin but my body can't take it anymore...napapagod na sya at kailangan magpahinga...
List of responsibilities and obligations:
one, i must come to class prepared for every requirement especially recitations..gudluck dava?!..21 units ako ngayong sem which is considered as an overload na sa UP dahil ang normal ay 18...
gud luck sa akin talaga dava?..
well ndi ko nman kailangan talaga ksi mag overload dahil ndi nmn ako naghahabol ng units..in fact sobra sobra na nga ako..masochist lang siguro ako o sadyang labs na labs ko lang ang pagacquire ng new knowledge mula sa pag-aaral sa loob ng apat na sulok ng mga kuwarto sa UP kaya ganito ako ngayon..
two, dakilang batch convenor...hay..kay gulo ngayon sa NCPAG..kay daming issues at kay daming drama...microcosm nga ng Pilipinas ang NCPAG.....magulo at mapulitika..hay saan kaya nila hinuhugot ang negative energy nila in hurting others people's feelings and feeling great at making other's lives miserable...
GOD where are you?! please forgive these people!!!!..bigyan mo nga sila ng isang tumataginting na malakas na whappack sa buhay nila at nang matauhan!!!!!
pag ako nainis..peperahan ko n lang ang mga kawawang mga bata at itatakbo ko n lang ang mga pera nila para ndi sayang ang efforts ko sa pagbabati sa kanila at gawing maayos ang lahat..mga shetness sila!!!!
three, dakilang anak..gulay!!!..bakit kailangan kong maging jobless sa mga pagkakataong ito?!!...ngayon kung kailan kailangan na kailgan ko ng pera!!!!..
aaaaaaaaaaahh..shet...tangina, pag dumating talaga ang araw na kikita ako ng malaki...hindi ka na iiyak mama at hindi ka na mapapagod papa...ang mga bituin ay para sa mga kapatid ko at luluhod sa akin lahat ng mga umaapi s amin ngayon...humanda kayo....
i was recently elected as the senior batch convenor in our college..
and im sooo glad about it coz i really have soo much ideas in my head that im more than happy to share (and execute) to the whole batch!
my duty is to make sure that this year will be the best year for all the seniors in UP NCPAG! whoohoo!
im just praying and hoping that everyone will participate and cooperate in every activity....sna wla masyadong epal, kupal, at mag-iinarte... hehehe... but even meron man, ok lang..hindi nman ako ang mahihirapan sa pagbayad ng mga grad dues when school ends..hehehe
bad news lang sa position na 'to is that i have to give up my being Pub Head sa college org ko...so sad! ive always wanted to be a Pub head.....its one of those positions na u can really express ur creativity!...
but of course, duty calls..hehehe
wish ko lang i will still have enough time and energy para makapag-tutor at nang magka pera nmn ako..hehehe
being the Publicity and Communications Head of my college organization which is UP Pagdumala, i was tasked to make a website and keep it updated as much as possible...
i just hope i could really do the latter,..wehehehe
anyway, here it is:
UP PAGDUMALA
please do check it out
we still have to get a permanent domain though to make it more accessible to everyone...
so for now this will be its temporary address...
although im not yet through with my enrolment which is like very normal in UP (probably because normal lang ang pagiging pobre at tamad at irregular)...hehehe but i promised to finish it next week after the independence day holiday
im quite excited because this year will be my last..wohoo! garduation is finally coming!
grad pic(ano kaya magnadang creative shot?!), year book, at shempre ang marcha!...
actually, the thought of leaving UP is quite scary and sad....
sabi nga nila..mahirap makapasok sa UP at magsurvive pero mas mahirap umalis.
again, me and my brother francis together with his friend raymond,volunteered for UNICEF last saturday at the Heritage (memorial) park at taguig for the "Take a walk on the child's side" Walkathon...
people at the reg were very busy....
there were a lot of people who participated in the event and donated for our cause... very nice people..they have a huge heart... i hope there will be more people like them who would invest on our children's future for the betterment of our world in general...naks heavy..hehehe
Chelsea,(center in blue shorts) my classmate in Human Learning Psych walking for a cause :)
we were delegated at the registration but there were so many volunteers aside from us so we didnt get to really "work" that day...
at around 6pm,after almost all particpants finished their walks..the concert has already started.
the two boys with me were very ecstatic because they really love music and are planning to build a band of their own...mga ambisyoso..hehhe..gud luck sa kanila... ;)
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if anyone's interested to be a UNICEF volunteer, please don't hesitate to contact me..just post a msg on my tag board... :)
pics courtesy of mymistsuph.com <--- cool volunteers
its been a long time since the last time i made an entry here...
gawd..i feelso bad today! baket..kasi my most favorite mechanical pencil got lost... it was a gift from one of my favorite tutee na korean...kainis talaga!!! its been my pencil since 2003..two years na xa... ngayon pa nawala... damn.
two days from today..my internship days are over..wahehehe...im thankful that i'll be going back to school..i couldn't be anymore excited...i miss reading acad buks, those toner smelled readings, isaw sa ilang-ilang dorm, tambayan hours sa UPRPT tambayan, and most especially wearing my funky, "weird", clothes...
but on the other hand,i'll also miss a lot about my BTr family especially the HRMD dept in intramuros...they were really nice and i get to learn and see a lot of good insights about how a gov't office really works including internal political drama and other stuffs....i hope they'll have a wonderful life ahead of them...
as a farewell gift, me and my co-intern liza velle will celebrate a small despedida party with food shempre..) and will give them each small tokens of our appreciation...
kahit wla na akong anda..xa, minsan lng nman ako maging intern...
btw,pipol
i already went to the I Love You Store that i once mentioned here in my blog..the one that sells unused/refurbished vintage clothes located in guijo st.in san antonio village makati...
well, the place is nice...it opens every tues-sats from 7pm-2am...kinda weird noh but there is a bar kasi downstairs (yup its in the 2nd floor) kya ganun yung sked...so if you dnt want to buy clothes, you could enjoy the live band's music on the ground floor.
when i was there, i was with my mom and cousins diane and donna...
we ransack all the closet/shelves in there..some of the clothes were pretty..but their prices aren't...the prices ranges from around 500-800 php..some even costs more..the ones that have matching bags with them...more than 1K..ahem...mabigat sa bulsa...
most of the clothes there are also kinda party tops or dresses..kasi they are kinda loud dahil they have boldprints and/or designs that easily catches the eye..but they are truly pretty especially if youre the one who likes dressing up..just be prepared to dole out some cash...
but i have to commend the ambience there...i really liked it...may chandelier pa nga xa sa gitna which added some drama sa place (but it kinda made the whole room so warm) maliit nga lang din sya.....
we get to talk to the designers, i think they're also college students like me or newly grads...basta yuppies...they were nice and you can see that they themselves personfiy the image of their shop....they are wearing almost the same style of clothes that they are selling..ok dava?...
but since i already spent my allowance on my office clothes, i didnt get to buy any top or dress...i just settled na lang with a pair of yellow dangling earrings which they also sell there...
after our trip there, it made me think of opening a business something like it...not bad nman diba?..eniwei its my passion and i could really express my creativity if ever...i think i really should take fashion designing as my second degree,....hehehe
Blessed
with a heart of gold, her beauty
emanates from her soul and her
magnanimous disposition radiates on
every occasion. Perpetually in tune
and armed with a philanthropic outlook
on life....
Hazel.19. lacto ovo pesco vegetarian.Iskolar ng Bayan. Public Admin major. atleta. fashionista. anak. ate. kaibigan. Pilipino.ü
virgo, earth, hershey, eynimals, getomase, plain/buttered popcorn, rockyroad flavored ice creams, animals except frogs, all shades of purple, clothes, beaded jewelry, paper quilling, photgraphy, precision and livefire shooting, pottery, metal crafting, CSI series, cardcaptor sakura, anime series, travel, vintage stuffs especially clothes, indigenous art and culture, volunteering, swimming, archery, chocolates, lansones, old flicks--mostly classics, pop/rnb music, theater plays, musicales, puppets, nancy drew mysteries, harry potter series, secret seven series, ruffles, laces, silk, mud, hugo boss deep red, interior designing, home decors, carol duvall's show, queer eye for the straight guy, fashion trance, rivermaya, vanessa carlton, tori amos, incubus, don't like cheese, gummi worms, nerdz, pillows, oreo, sola lemon, tourist waffer, nationl geographic channel, amazing race, dvds, harry potter series, vision of escalfowne, firestorm, paperbacks, sarah michelle gellar, angelina jolie, sarah machlalan,
Schools
Tertiary:University of the Philippines-Diliman
Secondary: Manuel A. Roxas High School-Manila
Elementary: J. Zamora elem School-Manila
Mariam School-Bulacan
Montessori School of Immaculate Concepcion-Bulacan
St Scholastica's Academy-Pampanga
Affiliations:
UP Rifle Pistol Team
UP Circle of Entrepreneurs
UP Pagdumala
UP Young Entrepreneurs Society
Manila Youth Council Against Drug Abuse
UNICEF Philippines
Pursuit of Unity, Leadership, Service and Excellence (PULSE)
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Easy lang sa iyak
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Tayo'y walang mapapala
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Dahil ang buhay natin ay sadyang ganyan
Umaaraw, umuulan
Umaaraw, umuulan
Ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan
Umaaraw, umuulan
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Isipin na wala ka nang silbi
Sang dambuhalang kalokohan
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Maghintay...
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Kaibigan,
Itaas ang noo
Virgo is the sixth Sign of the Zodiac, to be exact, and that's the way Virgos like it: exacting. Those born under this Sign are forever the butt of jokes for being so picky and critical (and they can be), but their 'attention to detail' is for a reason: to help others. Virgos, more than any other Sign, were born to serve, and it gives them great joy. They are also tailor-made for the job, since they are industrious, methodical and efficient. The sense of duty borne by these folks is considerable, and it ensures that they will always work for the greater good.
Virgo is represented in modern Astrology by the Virgin, although this association should not be taken literally. Rather, Virgos tend to take on some of the qualities of a Virgin, things like modesty and humanity. Some might consider them repressed, although Virgins would argue that it's a noble quality, as opposed to a negative one. Most of all, Virgos enjoy indulging their practical and logical side and poring over their projects to the nth degree. To say these folks are good at fact-finding almost understates the case, since Virgos revel in their exacting (some would argue pedantic) behavior and are a whiz with minutiae. Virgins are an asset in the workplace as they can be counted on to get things right the first time, every time--and no detail will be overlooked. They are also balanced and fair in their assessments in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign.
Virgo is ruled by the Planet Mercury, and as portrayed in ancient Roman mythology, Mercury wasn't one to sit still for long. This swift-footed god was a bundle of energy, both physically and mentally, and that pretty much sums up the Virgin's makeup. A Virgo's brain is in overdrive most of the time, which is why these folks get so much done. Those born under this Sign are also able communicators and use their mental acuity to maximum advantage. All of this brainpower can make Virgins prone to skepticism, and can even lead to the kind of overthink, which surely leads to overkill. Thankfully, though, Virgos are also a studious lot and can temper their worst impulses with a bit of careful analysis. Virgos enjoy studying a situation in great detail, whether it's a work project or a friendship. Virgins are truly interested in understanding things. The bane of many Virgos is the perfectionism, which can get in the way of their usual clear thinking. 'I'm not a perfectionist; I'm discriminating!' a Virgo would say, happy in the knowledge that their taste is unparalleled. Along those lines, Virgos are also neat and clean, save for the occasional sloppy Virgin (they do exist). Virgins are also reliable and practical and oh-so-useful to have around.
The Element associated with Virgo is Earth, and in keeping with that, most Virgos are grounded, salt-of-the-earth types. The flash and dash can go to others, since Virgos would much rather be humble and easy-going. That said, Virgins do enjoy material possessions and are (dare we say?) picky about what they bring into their lives. Some might even go as far as calling them self-centered, but it's really more of a desire to surround themselves with what's right--for them. This knack for discernment also serves Virgins well in business, where their decisions are usually dead-on. Those born under this Sign are eminently sensible and use their critical eye well. While Virgins can be worrywarts, they do their best to temper these impulses. However, if this nervousness goes unchecked, it can lead to hypochondria, that ugly skeleton in the Virgo's closet. For that reason, Virgos are extremely health conscious, to the point of being storehouses of information on diet and hygiene. Many Virgos even choose a health or medical career so they won't miss a beat.
Working out is elemental for Virgins, if only so they know intellectually that they're helping themselves physically. See, the benefits of exercise are far more important to Virgos than the process itself. That's why Virgos are likely to time themselves on their runs and get in those 300 sit-ups every day. When it comes to the game of love, Virgos are able to loosen up somewhat and are devoted to their lovers, even if they can be a bit jealous. Since Virgo rules the intestines, worried Virgins need to be wary of bowel upsets. Soothing relief often comes in the way of earth tones, which is why Virgins like to be surrounded by shades of tan and a warm yellow.
The great strength of the Virgo-born is in their practicality, sharp mind and attention to detail. When merged with their willingness to serve, Virgos become essential helpmates. They can be picky--so what?